I feel a bit uneasy tonight… Not exactly thrilled, but not sad either… I do know the importance of being optimistic. I make a conscious decision to be positive and optimistic whenever I can. I have come 360 degrees in the past year, and I strongly believe that everything else that comes in the future for me will be positive. If I didn’t feel and want that 100% I wouldn’t be where I am in my life at this very moment.
Today was a mellow-dramatic day… Good in most ways, and if I am optimistic – everything went really well today. It was someone’s last day today, and it was bit sad to see him go, because I think that we were just starting to get into the groove of things. The great part about it is that he will be taking on a great initativie, and I’m excited for his future. The entire department went out to a restaurnat called “No Regrets” and had a nice lunch :)
Tonight… Tonight is a beautiful night. The skies in Toronto are clear… and the rain stopped. I have my window open and I could feel the nice light breeze hitting against my shoulders. I’m sitting by my desk again, but this time with a glass of wine on my left hand side… I’m relaxed, and excited for the weekend. I plan on waking up earlier tomorrow to go for a quick swim in the pool, and then paint for a few hours. With all aspects of my life, this is what I enjoy most. Painting on Saturday morning… It’s so quiet in the mornings… I paint by my window, and I since I have walk-out balcony from my room – I leave the balcony door open to let the autumn breeze in as I paint… The satisfaction and release I feel from these mornings are incredible… I woudn’t trade it for anything in the world, and I am grateful that I have this in my life.